Dear blog type friends.
Struggling with weight once again. I go up, I go down - I gain, I lose.
I need a focus, I need a goal.
In 5 months we will move into our new house. 2 years ago (almost exactly) we moved into this house and with that came the start to 2009 - battle year. From January 2009 I was in and out of hospital and dropped down to an astonishing 120lbs. Not by will, in fact I desperately clung to each pound as it shed away.Needless to say it was a terrible 6 months.
Purchasing this house was more than a step into our future but it was a chance to put bad memories that much further in the past. I could physically leave them in the old house. More than that, it gives me a goal, a focus.
A focus of health and of change. I am trying desperately to gain focus on what I want most - to remain healthy. This meaning not just body, but mind and spirit as well.
The photo below is my short term goal. We were at the gym 4 days a week, eating fantastically and were very proud to suit up and go out.
Now the photo below is my long term goal - mind you it is from 4 years ago but again it's a long term goal.
(sorry to my lovely sister that I cut out but I needed to have make a clear focus)
So there. it's out there. I am setting my eyes on the prize and I'll try to keep you updated - whoever you are!
